tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7396134018847362203.post6238489741586400466..comments2010-12-15T13:42:47.927-05:00Comments on A Chosen Treasure: I quit...just for 5 minutesLindsey Ghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18387289934337146858noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7396134018847362203.post-82383080149709542192009-01-28T20:09:00.000-05:002009-01-28T20:09:00.000-05:00Girl, it's so funny. I quit a few days ago too! ...Girl, it's so funny. I quit a few days ago too! I was pulling my hair out and questioning if this was supposed to happen or not. I wondered if we had chosen domestic adoption, if it would be sooner or more predictable. I wondered if Miles should just be an only child. Then our agency got 10 referrals in one day, bringing us up to #8 on our agencies waiting list. We really needed that. I feel hopeful once again. I pray that you get that hope again soon.elisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13191678982242625667noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7396134018847362203.post-30482158224293733722009-01-28T14:20:00.000-05:002009-01-28T14:20:00.000-05:00Oh, I love this one! I am a control freak too! T...Oh, I love this one! I am a control freak too! <BR/><BR/>The day that Sadie was born...we didn't know it yet...but I had taken the boys out for a playdate. It was awful to say the least. I was embarrassed by their behavior. They were wild and wouldn't listen. It was bad!<BR/><BR/>When I finally gained control enough to remove our family...I had horrible thoughts. I said, "Maybe God knows that we can't handle another one right now. Maybe I have my hands full and can't do this. I can't even handle these crazy boys!" <BR/><BR/>I remember thinking that it was Satan that told me those things. <BR/><BR/>It sure was. Our Sadie was already here, we were already her parents...we just didn't know. I had to learn to let go and know that I wouldn't be perfect, nor would my kids, before we could have more. <BR/><BR/>Thanks for being honest. God loves it when we break and just let Him do His stuff!Mollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03983106171924940163noreply@blogger.com